-the world-

the sun filters through
the fire blown glass
rainbows caress the still waters
but something moves underneath
movement from tails cause a stir
circling around the unblue world
without a final destination
without any place to call home
no place to stay and rest
to travel around afar
but to circle the nothingness of the water
that the moon filters into
not to cause the tides to rise
or for the flowers to bloom

-new life-

a man and a woman become one
giving birth to none
tries a go at artificial life
giving pleasure to the wife
holding the ungrowing baby near
watching it get some repairs
growing limbs and knowledgeable mind
to help the growth of mankind
giving pleasure to the wife
creating a new life

-lily-

lily lays still floating in the water
her white skin blinding by the sun
blush of green holding her lightly
the musk of her scent giving a light perfume
luring in the takers into her nest
burrowing into her folds while taking her essence
but leaves a tiny trace behind
spreading her essence into others
the winds caress her skin
intrudes into her folds
mixing the two within
takes it away into the air
anxiously she waits
for this to happen once more

-strings-

altering meanings
wandering strings
embrace each other
refute all else
follow through
step by step
prove each other wrong
prove others right
spread knowledge
through the world
sharing everything
with everyone
until new strings
come into being
proving each other wrong
proving others right

-waiting-

what am i waiting for
to rise up from the oceans
to rise up from the flames
to embrace me tightly
never to let go
wrap its arms around me
and give me a warm place
to seek me in the darkness
and wash away my pain
burn a tiny light
while i slumber
to the soothing waves

trust?

how can i trust anyone when i can't believe their words?
it's been two months and they still didn't complete their promise
how am i to trust them now?
or believe anything that they say?

-sink-

sink

into the depths

of turbulent waters

of the open oceans that parts

the differences

of the continents

in the worlds

sink

into the depths

of the warm fleshes

of caring bodies
that flows

with the bloods

of given lives

sink

into the depths

of the giving folds

of crumpled bed sheets
that embraces

while your eyes

fall into slumbering hands

sink

into the feelings

of sinking

and let yourself...

ye gods

what am i going to do with people that place a burden upon me that i don't want?
sometimes i think my head will explode if i ponder on it for too long.
and then some of the time there is nothing else to ponder about since my emotions are all over the place
ye gods
kill me now - quick and painless and not a mess. nobody wants to clean that up

-little things-

little things give
you away from

the small things
you don't

see in me
how i wish

this could
be a dream

but in truth
this is not

and how i
wish you were

with me this
instant instead of

traveling through distances
between the sea

that travels through
me and not

the distance
you wish it

not travel far
but close to

my heart
but how can

you see it
when you

don't see me

=[

i'm feeling a bit hurt
i wonder when it will pass

=(

geez.
it's the end of the world!
ye gods.
no motivation to do anything anymore
falling behind, not focusing


weeeeee
it's the end of the world! XD
just kidding

reform

reform. it is something we should all do
not everyone is perfect but not all the same people have different flaws
and yet there are different ways to fix them
if not to forget them
life changes all the time
and there is no way it will remain the same
evern through certain eyes there is something new or goes unnoticed
even though the same routine happens there are different ways to approach the errands that happen in life
change happens even though we fear it
we may abhor it but it happens nonetheless
we must reform ourselves to fit into the change or we are left out in the distance and forgotten

<3

the numbness of my heart
makes my chest feel light yet heavy at the same time
there is just empty space there
where this organ once beated
there are slight times when i feel something there
but many times it feels half dead
my face may show things
but i feel dead inside
there is an emptiness that cannot be filled
since there is no longer anything there

liars

what the point if you keep on lying?
i mean you lie so much that people don't know what to believe now
it's basically the boy who cried wolf

how am i to believe you when all the time you're lying
if you didn't lie then i would have shown up earlier
but you lied so i showed up late
and you didn't need me at all

i don't think i'm ever going to believe you words