-the nights-

here's to the nights
that we stayed together
since our time fades
when the morning glory
hits the earth's surface
here's to the nights
when we laughed together
until tears came to
our crinkling dark eyes
that have seen many
but witnessed so much
here's to the nights
we felt so alive
here's to the love
our friendship has survived

-falling-

i am hanging on a rope that you
left for me on this crumbling rock
when i was in need but
i made things get rough and you
couldn't hold up the great
burden that i was on
your limiting power and
strength so please
forgive me when i decide it is time for
me to let go and fall

- - -

who knew i would see you so soon
after the damage you have caused
at the heart of all things
the destruction you caused at the center
broke every fragment that once held
the memories we shared
not only do our brain hold memories
but objects that we have infused out time with
you broke everything
leading to the destruction you brought
when they followed you home
you ran because of fear
fear that took over your senses
and broke everything inside of me

sad ness/lol

i miss my books.
i lent them out
and now i'm never going to see them again
=_=
mother trucker. . . .

curse you!! [shakes fist]

another note
it's not every day when your boss pretends to be someone else on the phone. . . especially a woman's voice
i have never laughed so hard in my life

the new year

the new year is the same, nothing has changed
same place same job same people, okay i lied. not the same people but close to... kind of...
um.... yea... ok. same place same job different people. at least sometimes.
have i accomplished anything?
mmm not quite
am i going to have any resolutions?
nope, i'm all talk and no do
only sometimes though. most of the time i'm too lazy
what do i have to look forward to in this new year?
nothing.

but hurray. we have gotten through another year without blowing up the planet
quite an accomplishment [claps hands]
maybe that's why people "celebrate" any by celebrating i mean getting drunk and does who knows what.
hurray for humanity