Friday, August 01, 2008

so called . . . .

maybe it's this whole month, july, but i've been getting upset over the simplest things. just yesterday... i planned to have dinner with a couple of friends that i haven't seen for a while and then i call on and she thought it was canceled and the other arrived at the restaurant first with her other friend and calls me since i was running late to just have dinner another time.
i was already at the bart station when she called me to me all that.
i was being compliant but only because i asked: if that's what you want
i wasn't even close to home, i actually walked to the damn bart station because there was no fucking bus
so after that phone call i was out in the cold after a long hard walk
and hungry because i skipped dinner with the families since i thought i was going to have dinner with some friends
but i guess not
yippie right?
but then it's my fault for being late i suppose
but i thought people would wait
but that doesn't matter anymore

but then again... who wouldn't be upset?