Dream

I was out with some friends, just having fun and drinking. We stayed out through the night and into the early morning. They asked if I wanted to workout afterwards since they had nothing else to do and it was almost dawn. We worked out for a bit but I had to go and get some work done. So I went to an internet cafe, but instead this guy was getting stressed out at the cafe and asked if I could assist him on his project which I agreed to [what happened to getting my own work done?] After helping him out I went back to my friend's apartment since it was the closest and I haven't been to sleep yet and promptly fell asleep on his bed.

If I take a nap within a dream, does that mean I get twice the sleep?

Dream

i was at an engagement party of my best friend. he was getting married to this girl and everyone had mixed emotions. i was helping them set up with telling where the guests to go and that they had to sign the guest book. everything was going well until they went into the stories about how they met and the moment he fell in love with her. except it wasn't their story it was my story. what?! but it's okay. they're getting married now and so in love. but learning this, i couldn't stay anymore, i had to go. so i made my excuses and left. unrequited love and all that.
i just wanted a break from all this, so i pretty much just left without telling anyone. it's only been about two week while i was just exploring the city on my own and only using cash so no one could find me, but he found me anyway asking me why i left without saying anything. how worried he was when no one knew where i was. he wanted to talk to me and load stuff off but he couldn't find his best friend because she was missing. he told me that he over heard that the girl was just marrying him for his money. how could she be so cruel when they've been together for this long. she's been faking ever since they met.

but really. how cruel can he be for telling me this. after watching him for years with another person. well whoop de doo. am i supposed to be happy when i've been trying to forget these feelings for years? jerk.

Walls

crumbling walls

can they hold up anymore

battered from all directions

should I just give in

let it all crumble down

let them all in

open myself up

let them do as they will

but these are my walls

they keep me from crumbling down

they keep them out

they keep the hurt from coming in