Moving on

No I don't like you
I thought I did but I was proven wrong
Your inconsistent behavior makes me regret knowing you
Your inconsiderate behavior makes me want to erase you
I can't stand the sight of you
Every time I think of what you have done makes me cringe
Time and time again I try to let bygones be bygones
But every time I'm near you
You do something that makes me rage
I can't believe I thought better of you
I can't believe that I thought you did good
This is the last time
I can't handle it anymore
It makes my head hurt
It makes me want to pull out my hair
It makes me shudder every time I think of what we shared
I am fine to cut my ties with you
Relations with you can suffer
It's about time I moved on
Do something different
Something that doesn't involve you

Dream

A bunch of relatives came over to celebrate my sister's pre-wedding [irl she's already married]. Everyone was asking me if I saw her dress already and if she's ready for her big day. More relatives come over and the house is getting packed. For some reason, her make-up artists come over but they're trying to patch up this piece of paper that is the outline of her wedding day makeup [dream me didn't understand it either]. I go outside to get some fresh air away from all the noise but the kid from next door was practicing his violin and let's just say he's not going places any time soon. No peace from all the noise. Who stands out on the balcony to practice their violin anyway?! Jerk.

Dream

I was walking around the kingdom trying to find any evidence that would lead me to my friend's sister. He has been trapped in a spell for hundreds and years and had no idea what had happened to her. We had traveled around looking for witches and sorcerers to help us have a look in the past but to no avail. When I has finally made contact to the kingdom, they had found this book hidden beneath the others. I was getting mad at the others who tried to peek at the book before me. It was a delicate and intricate book and yet they treated it roughly, almost folding the pages. Jerks. I opened the golden gilded pages to find instructions to close off a castle and placing spells to avoid trouble and intruders. The one who wrote this book closed off the castle so no one could get in or not during the horrors of the sickness that spread through the land. The author wrote a letter addressed to my friend's sister. Only then I stopped reading and went towards my friend in the corner. We had finally found evidence of his sister. And the one who wrote this book sealed her in a castle for a hundred years, hoping the plague didn't wipe out his love. Who knows if she is alive today. The sorcerer who wrote this book seemed very powerful and if he fell in love with her,  then it could be possible that he could have prolonged her life.

Dream

Dream friends were trying to set up a date for me. I wasn't having any of it. I was at her house to just hang out and chill and they bring him out. I met the guy before but it was still very awkward since generally I am an awkward person. So what does dream me do? Ignore the heck out of him. Nope, not having any of it. Thanks but no thanks. Just because dream friends are all married or in relationships doesn't mean they have to shove their ideologies on me. I'll be busy over here doing something that doesn't involve making eye contact or talking to him. Good plan.

Dream

I dreamed of going to the club with my girls and what I remembered in detail was the fruit cup that they had. It was alcoholic shaved ice shaped like fruit but it didn't fall apart when you bit into it. I went for the pineapple one and it definitely tasted like pineapple.

the brain is so weird

Dream

A group of us were running away from home and trying to find our way in the world. We ran the tops of buildings to get as far away as possible. We even ran through the forest and ended up at a river and abadoned house. We thought we could make a home here when some bodies washed down the river to the river gate. We stared at the bodies and saw that they were mummified. And of course they come to life, because why not. That's what mummified bodies do in your dream. They were slow moving mummies so it was easy to kick them in the face and run across the river. I even stopped to think that I can't swim, how deep is the river? But I did it anyway. It was either death by mummies or death by river.

Dream

Going undercover in a restaurant but someone brought their kid. Wtf. How is she part of our operation? Stupid loud mouth kid broke our cover and now all the shady people in the restaurant are after us. I run into a room with a chandelier and apparently we are on a boat and that room is detachable like an escape pod. Some water got in and I panicked a bit but I managed. And how the hell am I supposed to get back to shore with no paddles? I somehow make it and to escape I broke through the wall to call my people and tell them what happened. Stupid little girl